first post!

My life is going nowhere. Maybe that's why I decided to start a blog, so that everyone can see my pathetic-ness. Ok, so it's really not that bad, but sometimes I feel like it is. I only have one class left of college and I feel like I really don't have anything to show for it. Yes, I've made some great friends, and I came out with a good GPA and all, but I don't have a job and don't seem close to getting one. I am not any closer to deciding what I want to do with my life and I feel like I'm just bobbing along in the ocean. Ha. Wouldn't THAT be nice right now.

I'm pretty sure I've lost all motivation. I have two big papers due next week but all I really feel like doing is laying around and watching tv, hanging out with Joe, or drinking. And none of these activities are all that productive. It's a beautiful day here in Austin though. I just wish I could go out and enjoy it without feeling guilty that I should be doing my work instead. And I know I'll probably go downtown tonight, meet up with Joe, and then not get back here until the middle of tomorrow afternoon. How's that for productive haha.

Sorry this first post has been a little on the depressing side. Not the most fun read. I think it's just finally hitting me that this is the last week of school, and it's really scary. I promise future posts will be happier! Oh, and just fyi, the name of my blog comes from an amazing song by Jon McLaughlin. I really like the song, but I also think the title applies to me in a funny way--I am probably the clumsiest person on this planet, a true walking disaster, so using this title for my blog just makes me smile. :-)

Besides the fact that he's absolutely gorgeous.
http://www.myspace.com/jonmclaughlin